Last friday and today

 

Last friday I slept over at Lore's because we were celebrating that she was promoted at her job 

We had pastel that she made with her mom and caipirinha  and of course, we cried a lot ww so much to unpack from these past months 

We don't see each other since January and she finally gave me my birthday present as well ww it was a home spray with a fragrance inspired by Hawaii! 

My makeup was looking pretty good too  I finally did my brows wwwww

My hair was also looking good, but it was SO DIRTY  I wonder why can't it look good when it's all neat and clean 

On Saturday I pretty much slept all day long after work, woke up, ate a little and went back to bed again  it was the day before my period so of course I was in hibernation mode 

Today was Monday all over again  so much to do this week and my cramps are killing me 

I'm getting a bit tense about life in general, but especially regarding money... Really can't live like this no longer 

Took a nap when I got home  after so many ibuprofen, needless to say I was pathetically sleepy.

Now I just need to take a shower, cry a little and go to bed again. Y'know, crying helps me a lot... I'm not super optimistic about life in general ATM but I gotta keep going bc I have no choice 

I really want things to get better soon, y'know? 

I want (need) to earn a bit more even if if means a bit more of work and I want to be able to talk to the one I love again. This past month was terribly painful to go through.